AMOK

 

You were ripped from my arms.

Our embrace cut short.

I will search for you always.

Through space and time...

 



mirror before your might and war
light before your darkling roar



Oh sons and daughters
War enough
To have sprung fully loaded
From bloodied womb?
Be not true

Veil of anger
Veil of fear
Unwrap your gauss
From lips and eyes
Loosen your grip
From mortal bond
Flee
As darkness from the dawn

The War Inside Is The War Outside
The War Outside Is The War Inside
Within me is the essence of light
light unseen
surrounding me is light ruptured
torn apart
On all sides space reverberates
a voice never to be heard
here there is only death
filled with contempt
in hail stones
I fall upon
my self
I shriek
falling back upon an idea of self
I, once held to be true
My ancient teeth turn liquid
as bile rises
flesh rescinds its friendship with bone
shattered
splintered
there is no longer any connection
oracular orbs eclipsed in
watery graves
puked up
over board
sails torn from masts
limbs flail
over board, I fall
through the earth
in spite of my vile taste
it swallows me in bits
The castration of the father
flayed
the word is separated
from the action
thrown onto the fire of the mother
swimming amidst the larvae
of sweltering blood beasts
the tongue runs before
the word in fear
before I was asleep
living in dreams
shrinking from the dream
I still sleep
but without dreams
tangled in stained sheets
eyes held by salt
in a blur of intrauterine
no time
floating with feat baked in clay
colored with blood
glistening with sweat
empty of semen
lacking
creativity held moldering
impotent
yet impatient
a blind man stumbling through unfamiliar houses
There where life escapes me
death is at home
the universe recedes away in fear
from the anger of man
mother of slobbering lips
eyes the empty plate
sitting naked in the wrecked dinning hall
the ancient country kitchen
meeting place in silent late night hours
when men
ready for open warfare
make plans
to kill each other
what takes hold?
The youngest son rushes home
"Is the house still there?
Is all lost?"
wandering through the dust of vacancy
there is the elder son
taller than I remember
his face in shadows
wearing unfamiliar cloths
"Where is father?"
"Here"
wrapped in a dark cloak
he enters like the ghost of a plague
Naked I swim to shore
replete
lost in the moment
I am the fish on the line
but whose line?
what line?
to what end do they wish to serve me?
I demand to know!
I am capsized
I sink to the bottom
holding heavy weights
where is the end
head splitting pavement
I throw myself
upon the verge
captivated
I verge
 
I am the mother
Taking back the
Rott'n earth slobbering down
Bloodied thighs and shit crack
Sipping poison from virgin lips

You've idolized death
And called it life
You've run aground

Time to kill the captain

I am the Assassin
Come for your ticket
Soon we depart
No'One
I know what you are thinking
I see your sneers
But I know better the stink that’s in you
That you try to cover with your Masquerades
The pustules between your legs
Held tight

Where I stand I see the reek
Run down your thighs
And when your towers of gold crumble
And heavens fall,
How will you shriek?
When famine runs your family through
And flies feast on bosom and bone,
What think you then of one as me?
Will you fight?
Will you take flight?
When tongues grow fat and cracked
How will they wag?
Time has ended
With an open mouth and an open ass
Screaming into the void

Subverted
I cry out
As your sex crawls beneath the night
Enveloped in the boiling of the sky
Tuberous snouts probing
A cankered earth
Extracting poisons
Time honored
Tongues
Canceling the void
Silence scattered
Between cries

The radioactivity of your sex
Emits nightly
Half-life
All death
Forget
Forget
Everything
Forget
Everything that
Has ever been written
Or said
Forget all that you have been taught
Forget it
Forget
Everything that
Has ever been done
Forget
Everything
Forget
Everything

Your
Time is up!
Fucker!
Born Dead
You must choose to live
Born in a burning house, since childhood I have been attempting to wake up.


wake up!
the house is on fire
wake up!
feel the fire flicker
upon your toes
feel the smoke roll
across your nose
wake up
unconscious dweller in dreams
wake up!
what opium daze
what blind maze
keeps you here
what fancied illusion
what dark confusion
keeps you near
flames flicker
smoke rolls
and still you sleep
though not so soundly
you roll and struggle
toss and turn
and still you sleep
unconscious dweller in dreams
wake up!
this house is on fire
wake up!